And the sun will set for you
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Hey Love
Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, "I love you till I die"
I said, "I love you like the stars above, "I love you till I die"
Monday, August 29, 2011
Ticking Bomb
Dissatisfaction on trying to be someone less distracted, not able to speak without any hesitations , not getting the support from peers, not getting good grades, getting fault from the wrong side of judgments by someone, getting too ego-fied in a crowd, always having the sense of regret,the bloody butterflies in the stomach when talking to someone..
Words don't easily come out from my mouth .When I think of a certain thing,the flow of words suddenly stumble,that's when I make mistakes on trying to express everything .My mind is like message bottle floating on a perfect blue sea. If I'm lucky,the bottle will slowly flow to shore and I speak .When I'm unlucky,it's approaching the other end of the sea.Then I'll be quiet haha.
Raya is coming.One week break.Ayam rendang !
Words don't easily come out from my mouth .When I think of a certain thing,the flow of words suddenly stumble,that's when I make mistakes on trying to express everything .My mind is like message bottle floating on a perfect blue sea. If I'm lucky,the bottle will slowly flow to shore and I speak .When I'm unlucky,it's approaching the other end of the sea.Then I'll be quiet haha.
Raya is coming.One week break.Ayam rendang !
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
Random moments
Sateish : Dude you kinda look buff .
Gan : Which part ? Klang? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Gan : Which part ? Klang? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Foster The People - Helena Beat
Kings Of Leon - Back Down South
Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill
Oren Lavie - Her Morning Elegance
Snow Patrol - Called Out In The Dark
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Show & Tell
We kids are rebellious.We teenagers are rebellious. Always asking for trouble but that's how it is isn't it? Like soldiers we are; brave,courageous but maybe too much of it will slowly eat our personality up. Frankly speaking we chew our words yes we chew.We chew and chew, but never learn to swallow our words. The word consequences never buoyant in the mind. They say A, we say B. They lend a helping hand but No, I do it myself I say. Some times, I often think I'm gonna face this exact scenario somehow when I'm a parent. That's when I will eventually feel so helpless but happiness can be achieved if both sides give in. Don't know how but it's like that . It has to end. Have that feeling,take it in and let it go.When the feeling slips through your hands,make sure it goes far. Far away into the sea , hopefully it reaches the horizon. The bright stars the blue skies.They'll be watching.
In Front Of You - The Quiet Kind
Monday, August 15, 2011
Calling All Angels
Morrie rolled his eyes toward the ceiling. "I'm bargaining with Him up there now. I'm asking Him, 'Do I get to be one of the angels?' ''
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Stolen
Normally Sundays will turn out to be the ones I stay in at home .The routine goes like leaving the unfinished homework or partially finishing it, lazying like a couch potato in front of the tele and reading that specific section in the newspaper of people's problems and their nostalgia stories. Most of the time,I moan because well, the next day is a Monday. Then,I'll think about Friday and Saturday hahaha.DANGGG BUT today is a little bit different.
I woke up at 9 today and proceed with Tuesdays with Morrie after showering. When it was about 11-ish,I woke my sister up instructed by my dad and we had breakfast together.Dim Sum! The steam Hakau and Siew Mai will tickle your taste receptors and make you drool even more if you're hungry. Ryan had his Uni matters so he was left out with that excuse. Mom had her usual.She was busy entertaining kids in Sunday school.She baked muffins for the kids,stayed up around one something last night.I told them about my dream because Rox suddenly said she dreamt that our house got burnt down or sth. Quite scary but well, dreams are dreams. It pisses you off sometimes haha.
Dad told me the day before that he wanted to get a pair of shoes from Summit so we decided to go together, adding my cousin,Brenda to tag along . We added another destination into our schedule that was Empire right after getting the shoes HAHA.I've been going to that place a lot lately. I actually bought a pair of football boots (: A reasonable one since I usually use my futsal one to play football. Everything was awesome today.Having great laughs with the family during lunch and also in the car .
I woke up at 9 today and proceed with Tuesdays with Morrie after showering. When it was about 11-ish,I woke my sister up instructed by my dad and we had breakfast together.Dim Sum! The steam Hakau and Siew Mai will tickle your taste receptors and make you drool even more if you're hungry. Ryan had his Uni matters so he was left out with that excuse. Mom had her usual.She was busy entertaining kids in Sunday school.She baked muffins for the kids,stayed up around one something last night.I told them about my dream because Rox suddenly said she dreamt that our house got burnt down or sth. Quite scary but well, dreams are dreams. It pisses you off sometimes haha.
Dad told me the day before that he wanted to get a pair of shoes from Summit so we decided to go together, adding my cousin,Brenda to tag along . We added another destination into our schedule that was Empire right after getting the shoes HAHA.I've been going to that place a lot lately. I actually bought a pair of football boots (: A reasonable one since I usually use my futsal one to play football. Everything was awesome today.Having great laughs with the family during lunch and also in the car .
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Friday
My fridays have always been great nowadays and the last minute plans would usually add more sparks into it,leaving it with a blissful one with friends and family.
Yesterday,after college we went to the CPU building for ping pong and as the clock struck 2.30,we went to Empire. We actually sat the world tallest indoor tube slide.HAHAHA.It was one heck of a 10 seconds ride. It sounds stupid but it was well worth it when a group of friends agreed to do so. Then, the group separated. The boys went to the highest floor to play PS3. The girls...shopaholics did what they are capable of.
It was raining heavily in Subang.So thank god the jam wasn't so bad because we wanted to play football at 6.00 but it got delayed due to the light drizzle and the jam. Kinda awesome to play football with the TPD gang.There are two chinese brothers who usually plays there and the people usually forget their name. So they named the eldest China and the youngest Hong Kong HAHA.I stupidly asked why and one of the guys said because The country China is bigger than Hong Kong so I was like ''Okay..'' and laughed like nobody's business. There's another Indian dude. People call him MAMA but his actual name is Vignesh. I asked why again and the dude said because he's like the pondan in the show Big Mama hahahahaha.
After playing,sent Daniel back home and went for dinner with the family in Echo Park.Later at night Fifa 09 with the boys.That's about it.
Yesterday,after college we went to the CPU building for ping pong and as the clock struck 2.30,we went to Empire. We actually sat the world tallest indoor tube slide.HAHAHA.It was one heck of a 10 seconds ride. It sounds stupid but it was well worth it when a group of friends agreed to do so. Then, the group separated. The boys went to the highest floor to play PS3. The girls...shopaholics did what they are capable of.
It was raining heavily in Subang.So thank god the jam wasn't so bad because we wanted to play football at 6.00 but it got delayed due to the light drizzle and the jam. Kinda awesome to play football with the TPD gang.There are two chinese brothers who usually plays there and the people usually forget their name. So they named the eldest China and the youngest Hong Kong HAHA.I stupidly asked why and one of the guys said because The country China is bigger than Hong Kong so I was like ''Okay..'' and laughed like nobody's business. There's another Indian dude. People call him MAMA but his actual name is Vignesh. I asked why again and the dude said because he's like the pondan in the show Big Mama hahahahaha.
After playing,sent Daniel back home and went for dinner with the family in Echo Park.Later at night Fifa 09 with the boys.That's about it.
TBS
A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high, Full of the single greatest commodity known to man: Promise. promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tommorow. This particular aura, can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl. In her smile, and in her soul. In the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's gonna be ok.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Tears & Wine
I dreamt of my late grandmother today.Erm.... I dunno how to describe it because I only just realised I did dream of her after a whole useless morning of thinking about what to eat for breakfast.Was awfully hungry.So cereal it was.
She was just staring at me for a few seconds.Then her appearance suddenly fade away slowly. I was stunned there without any words to say .I didn't move,breathe or think.My cousins were with me and I looked at them .No one saw..
I was 5.She usually sends me back to the house from the shop. So at one time. I sat at the back,wanted attention and there was an orange plastic bag.The ones people usually use for the night market. So I decided to make annoying noises with it.Rubbing it,slowly tearing it. And she was so patient,driving without looking at the rearview mirror. So failing to get any sterns looks or scolding.I kept quiet the entire journey back home.
She usually buys breakfast for the family after jogging during the weekends.I miss the way she calls Me Kok Yiong and Kok Kiong to my brother.I'm almost 18 now..It's been years.I remember how everyone made me cry because the atmosphere were so cold and sad during the funeral.I lost it.I seriously lost it.
All the effing WHYS running through my head.The bitter thoughts.I hope it melts the thick layer of ice in my head very soon.
She was just staring at me for a few seconds.Then her appearance suddenly fade away slowly. I was stunned there without any words to say .I didn't move,breathe or think.My cousins were with me and I looked at them .No one saw..
I was 5.She usually sends me back to the house from the shop. So at one time. I sat at the back,wanted attention and there was an orange plastic bag.The ones people usually use for the night market. So I decided to make annoying noises with it.Rubbing it,slowly tearing it. And she was so patient,driving without looking at the rearview mirror. So failing to get any sterns looks or scolding.I kept quiet the entire journey back home.
She usually buys breakfast for the family after jogging during the weekends.I miss the way she calls Me Kok Yiong and Kok Kiong to my brother.I'm almost 18 now..It's been years.I remember how everyone made me cry because the atmosphere were so cold and sad during the funeral.I lost it.I seriously lost it.
All the effing WHYS running through my head.The bitter thoughts.I hope it melts the thick layer of ice in my head very soon.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Young Blood
The whole family went to Pahang again for the Taman Aina thingy.I remain sadly.Gotta get a pair of Vans soon.VERY SOON.STUPID CONVERSE.
Young lad was talking to an uncle yesterday while playing football.The uncle was partially bald.
Young dude:Uncle! Where you cut your hair?
He went on, 'Uncle got six packs!'
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Young lad was talking to an uncle yesterday while playing football.The uncle was partially bald.
Young dude:Uncle! Where you cut your hair?
He went on, 'Uncle got six packs!'
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Less Noise,More Pullution
Bon Iver - Holocene
Iron & Wine -Tree By The River
Lykke Li- Love Out Of Lust
Holocene
…and at once I knew I was not magnificent
high above the highway aisle
(jagged vacance, thick with ice)
I could see for miles, miles, miles
high above the highway aisle
(jagged vacance, thick with ice)
I could see for miles, miles, miles
Images
Friday was okay. Had a math test and after finishing it,everyone started questioning themselves,having deep thoughts and asking friends for Part A or whatever.I was like Oh God.It's not that I didn't study or anything,I did. Gotta chill people!
After college,had a great ping pong match with Kyle.Ended up laughing like gila babi. The amount of unpleasant words he used and not forgetting his lunatic smile when playing haha.He offered me a drink but I declined because sister was already on the way from Cheras to pick me from college.We headed to Empire for lunch and guess what's the restaurant name? OLE OLE BALI OR STH HAHAHA. Kinda posh though. Oh yea! Punching In A Dream was played in Cotton On.Not bad not bad at all.
OK GUYS! Make sure to not allow your girlfriend or whatever(sister,cousin) to go into a shop called DIVA.This one you gotta trust me.
6 o'clock-played football in Teluk Pulai.Miss field football very very much.Hahaha scored the last goal and celebrated by sliding my entire body on the grass.Freaking awesome feeling.Then, Daniel purposely jumped on top of me.BABI ASS! Ignore the triumphant.I've got a cut at the right corner of my face,near the eye.Got hit by the ball and yes I was wearing specs.Stubborn much? Why? not wearing contacts that's why.
After college,had a great ping pong match with Kyle.Ended up laughing like gila babi. The amount of unpleasant words he used and not forgetting his lunatic smile when playing haha.He offered me a drink but I declined because sister was already on the way from Cheras to pick me from college.We headed to Empire for lunch and guess what's the restaurant name? OLE OLE BALI OR STH HAHAHA. Kinda posh though. Oh yea! Punching In A Dream was played in Cotton On.Not bad not bad at all.
OK GUYS! Make sure to not allow your girlfriend or whatever(sister,cousin) to go into a shop called DIVA.This one you gotta trust me.
6 o'clock-played football in Teluk Pulai.Miss field football very very much.Hahaha scored the last goal and celebrated by sliding my entire body on the grass.Freaking awesome feeling.Then, Daniel purposely jumped on top of me.BABI ASS! Ignore the triumphant.I've got a cut at the right corner of my face,near the eye.Got hit by the ball and yes I was wearing specs.Stubborn much? Why? not wearing contacts that's why.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
I miss training under the super bright sun.I miss people calling Chindian haha. I miss the nervous feeling before a game. I miss my basketball team players. I miss the triumph moment after winning a game. I miss everything.
College is getting crazier and crazier day by day. I think I'm scaring myself more now than ever. I need a calculation buddy. Even my chem teacher say '' Whenever I think about calculations, I think about you''.Then she laughed,I was like weirdly trying to smile.
Everyday I try to ignore from you
Monday, August 1, 2011
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