Monday, May 31, 2010

Therapy

Don't you just love synthetic polymers and qualitative analysis?Okay 2 more days big shot and a ''good night'' to all nightmares.The blind lead the blind so why can't I find my way

Friday, May 28, 2010

A Fairytale Disaster

You're feeling that anger in those scary metallic fume chambers.The heat,the adrenaline rush and the crazy little brat.It's hard being the youngest.It's like you're talking to mirrors..No one really listens and they give some kind of absolute rubbish words.Yeah dream bloody dream

Saturday, May 22, 2010

If You Listen Once

I spent my afternoon like the usual.The moodiness and absence of the crooked smile I usually have were somewhere I can't possibly find ..somehow.Turned on the music at moderate volume to not vandalise the neighbours mood ,opened the windows to get that perfect sunbeam but failed as it was raining and the light blue biology book was open at page 98..Mom and Dad went to Pantai for the brain scan thingy.Yup,this is the part where Rudy writes stupid and obnoxious sentences but ...

Breakfast was unprepared so the maidy gave leftovers and lunch...Yeah lunch.I conquered my satisfaction by calling Mcd's .Let's just skip the afternoon part and just go with the flow ...FUHH .5.30..I went jogging with no directions in my mind as usual.The part when I was suppose to contract those tired and unprepared muscles were struggling to move .Went to the hills and ended up walking like bodohly until it was 7.The point of jogging today was like to erase everything that was in my head but it ended up,slowly adding it with greater mass so thank you very much.That's my saturday chimo

A Letter To Georgia

I see you on the highway a thousand miles away.
Rain falls through your hair and cheeks.
Tears and mascara streaks.
Your face reflected in the glass.
Lines in the pavement go past just like the lines around your eyes that held away to an endless sad goodbye.


Saturday, May 15, 2010

I Spy With My Little Eyes,Something Beginning with P















ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

Friday, May 7, 2010

I'm A Scary Ghost Waiting For Love

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!






Soft skin,undying smile,perfect eyes
and I'm blind...antagonize,frustrated
There was no friction between us
Her words just sparkle my day









Wednesday, May 5, 2010

voices of kids out walking, dogs, birds, planes, cleanest cars

Today was sunny,less stressful and again laughter from the cappuccinos .Yes,we got PJ back so we change and straight away ran around the school like a dumb butt to so called exercise and played basketball and we all did awesome stunts haha .

It's Jay's birthday today.haha Same class since form 2 and we talked a lot today so yeah hope you'll do well after Spm and more years to come.

Birthdays are just awesome and breathtaking.It's a history since you were a baby .The day you'll remember forever.The day you'll smile because of friends and relatives and especially mom and dad wishing you happy birthday .How can you forget about the presents !Remember those times where you'll celebrate birthdays in Mcdonalds and your classrooms?Now,we're celebrating everywhere .Time change but never birthdays

To May,everyone has their upcoming birthdays ...so yeah...go crazy go buy cakes and..candles :D

Sunday, May 2, 2010

You know, She's Dancing At The Disco

Let's smash every single bulb of sorrow and sadness away and combust ourselves with happiness :D.You never know the climax and the end of a story book but you can hope for the best and stand on your two solid feet.I slept with mom today and don't you miss the little rascal who sleeps with mom and dad on the king size bed and nothing can go wrong.While in the middle of the night,the dad will snore like a roaring lion hungry for meat yeah...I miss that .I'm fine now.Thank you you know who ;)

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Reckless Abandon

Ben Lee-Love Me Like The World Is Ending

I need really good distractions.distractions distractions distractions how to do keep them distractions