She wasted Summer Like She Has It All

Everyone knows that we can't get all we wish for or hope for.Relying on a person is always the hardest and it kills inside knowing that they don't realise that you're undergoing stupid and ridiculous problems.And it sarks when they're trying to cover themselves up when it's still happening.When you think back,all I know that it's a lie ...a harmless lie for the other opposition but the one experiencing goes thru hell.

Like It's Her Birthday

Come fly down, like a singing bird
Sings your name, I am still the same,
Black and white, no you're not to blame,
Holly sweet...put me down to shame...

Been downloading a lot songs lately...WHAT TO DO (:

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens

It's like I am on top of those skyscrapers,wantonly to fall off and my inner voice in the bloody self centered head slowly fades off.The guilt in your heart breaks apart watching cancer patients entering the old hospital.The rumors going about in your school.I'm not bothered about who is right or wrong.I'm worried if I don't succeed at all because everyone seem to be battling the sacrifices made by life.I'm battling problems of my own too.It doesn't matter if I feel like a class clown or got blinded by illuminations from the sun.Sometimes, to be blind for a day and sense nothing but touch and sound is what I want.Lunatic but better than seeing different unpredictable faces but I'm alright (: You know life is really confusing and I'm still figuring what is that that make people fall in love,being happy,suicide,cry,lie and etc.I've done so much to hurt people all round me till they cry .I admit I beat myself up so badly to cry,just to evaporate the tired feeling of loneliness away.Everyone has their own chapters in life and always creating new ones-the day I kicked your ass in football,the day she felt you,the day I almost got expelled from school.I have change so much and it's okay I guess.Change is good.I'm sick and tired of myself complaining.So I'm giving advice to myself actually and to look at this post 5 years later ...Rudy,you're gonna be one hect of a man someday .

You got designer shades just to hide your face

When I was so much younger then, 'he' was the first one to introduce my dad to his ever job after coming back from UK.I'm really in the nostalgia mood now.I don't have photographic memories but I can still visualise one of his daughters holding my hand when we were out together to somewhere which I really have forgotten.One hand clamped and the otherholding an ice cream.A cheerful guy but until he got all those sickness,it's terrifying .After school,usually I'll pass by his dwelling and my involuntary mind keeps going back to good old times.Uncle Jimmy May God Bless You.It's alright if You can't hear my inner voice but I'm still saying this prayer .

Your Majesty

You know when I was in standard 5,a band called Busted was kinda those music I can go crazy with like Crashed The Wedding,Sleeping With The Light On and year 3000..Me and Shawn will be playing football with him holding his N-gage...I think it's the correct spelling.The phone was awesome at that time .So here's the latest news of Busted .You busted fanatics ....go crazy (:

In June 2010 it was reported Will and Bourne would be touring again as Busted but without Simpson and if the tour went well that a new album would be released in 2011 with possibly a new third member.



Mcfly sexy new movie

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes saying ay-yo

Playing a fascinating game called football when it had just rained in the morning,the slippery muddy grass.Laughter and joy of classmates,the injury...because your friend just hit you in the head and he's LIKE your teammate.What nonsense dei..(: Damn it was tiring and I was fatigue and was sitting on the ground after a few minutes.Well worth it and with your coolio friends whether it's Malay,Chinese or Indian...Man you guys can make me laugh so hard. I appreciate all of you ...OWH YEA...Singh also okay ...Singh is King haha .I was like thinking some race that I was missing out LMAO. We got our class photo today and comparing last years photo...MAN,you guys getting harrier HAHAHA just joking..You guys look damn awesome .Make sure you get awesome people to date with in the future...boy or girl..I'll support you (: .

Today was really I dunno what you called it ...maybe it's like one of the days where you got hit by the door when coming inteo the class..I wrestled Tuck Keng and KUMAR HAHAHAHAHA .KUMAR I LOVE YOU DEIII!! So I named Chin Kuan,Harold and Raymond,Kumar.So that adds up to HAROLD AND KUMAR HAHAHA...Well,better read logic gate now .Chimo