Finally I get this feeling we're all alone in one big world

It's scary enough to feel non other than pain and misery.It's scary enough to think of not existing and disapearing from sight.Your cold hands willing to touch humankind but failed .It passes through solid objects easily.It doesn't hurts because there's nothing we can feel.Mentally not right but spiritually...it's worst.You walk alone a narrow,quiet and dark road and watching beggars crawling and begging and begging..One saw you eye to eye and you smiled then walk pass by.Hunger wasn't a subject to the mind and the contrast of ecstasy was so close yet so far.A saviour taps you on your shoulder and holds a manila card.He takes the black marker and started writing 'I AM YOUR SAVIOUR'