I came here to say what I want to say

I was selfish and it hurts to see
I'm not blind but wanting directions
I orchestrate mine from A-Z
I wish I could go Mars with a smile
And as I stand there,I'll say''We'll make a difference''


One more week dear God.

The Ballad of Paul AnW ...AHA?

Well a dreadful day indeed .I'm going a bit mental these past few days with forgetful INFORMATION in my darn small head . One more week to go and I'm broken free from this haunted mansion .haha Happy Birthday to my mommy .Mee ...I bought the roses okay,I got the receipt okay .Can I have a woot woot oka...OKAY ;D .Damn,I've got to stop this chaotic crap now .I know I have been rubbish especially this early this year .I'm a teenager so please give me credit .Pocket money ...you...awesome clothes...you....breakfast,brunch,lunch,dinner,supper,supper multiplied by 11 then u got the thingy in add maths which causes the number to go bigger ...you...driving me to tuition,shopping malls,school..Singapore...you haha just joking about the Singapore part.. LETTING ME DRIVE THAT DAY .....YOU ...cooking...you...muffins,carrot cake...you...food from Kayu...you...scolding me to make me a better person you...making faces of dislike...you..You are my awesomest mom ever and I never can compare the things you have done for me since I was the little rascal crying at all the times .I'm sorry for all the stupid and selfish things I've done but u're awesome haha..Do you know!!!!!! My my DAD........ MR...SEAH CHIN LEEEEEEEEE HAS A FACEBOOOOOOKKKKKK and it's cool really HAHAHAHA.going to the Hilton hotel to celebrate mom's birthday .Another memorable day until the weekends are over ...Then Bio...screw that paper laaa...Guess what ??! Liverpool won Manu hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Janssen and Adrian...slack weh hahahahahaha but they lost to Arsenal hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..My bad..Don't kill me ..I'm almost as innocent as you are ..okay .Tomorrow's Halloween .Man,I wish I could go to the US and wear gila babi costumes and go Hi,I'm Rudy HAHAHAHA.Ignore the randomness from me .I've got add maths and maths later...Hello numbers

Thousands were lost maybe more
The question remains, what is this for?
Maybe it came unexpected
Maybe I’m left unprotected
And that’s the last place
I want to be the last place
The Fray-Uncertainty

Augustana is waaaay better than the all american rejects Did I just say that ;) AHA

Augustana - Stars and Boulevards

Table for 64 ,conspiracy screams

2 weeks and 2 days .It's gonna be an awesome ride haha really.The late hours sleeping,the 500ml coffees,the bloodshot eyes and the OH MY GOD reactions ; ).Goose Luck to you all ; )

On top of the deck where dreams turn into ashes ...

So when we're young,we were taught to give and take but we were stubborn,got lost in reality and kicked that valuable lesson learned into that massive black hole.We did mistakes in the past and got the intolerable anticlimactic faces from people .This is a dreadful day for these insane topics but everyone is like acting weird not like how they are suppose to be .Tomorrow will be better,I promise aha! ; )My dog died today.Chyna! .Memories of you running like there's no tomorrow around the house will be cherished ,eating bones all day long,barking like a roaring lion and the unbearable stink bomb from your yucky body.I remember the time where you moonwalk using ur butt at the garden HAHAHAHA ...May you rest in peace aight.God bless you..


I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough

64 and I'm up,60 I;m down

Meet my old friend Nutella.! When they say a dog is like man's best friend,I say bullshyt .This is what men are looking for nowadays.With it's mouthwatering chocolaty taste,you can go to heaven by eating this.Ermm,I've been eating this since standard 3 every Tuesday morning ALOHA

Disgusting isn't it.When evil asks to do your bed,we g to the study room ; ) AHA





Foosball .Your hands will sweat till the freaking sweat pore goes insanely extra large

Camera sark here..Let's buy a new one ;D

Death Cab For Cutie,I like

I'm feeling today is not a so wicked Friday .I don't know but it just feels that way .Urghh,My head is spinning at an angle of 720 . I'm gonna puke my breakfast I had this morning.You guys have to check out this crazy band .They're called Death Cab For Cutie and I first thought they were those noisy metallic types,I was wrong..Slap me ; )One of their songs is the soundtrack of New Moon.I was astonished by the books who whispered to me yesterday and said Rudy,you ass,you didn't even do your part haha.I know,retrospective at it seem...SORRY LAAA .Anywho,I gazed at that blank paper a moment ago and I just don't know :) .Make it your wise and talented decision

You said that all these things you've learned to ignore
The hidden cameras on the casino floor
And what gets paid for behind hotel doors
Oh, come on

You pretend every slot machine is a robot amputee waving hello


mesmerizing isn't it .Don't lie to me okayy, go wash your eyes and ears and just hear haha

Chimo

I Never Felt Alone

I just saw the trailer of' Love Happens' and I think it's gonna be an interesting show to watch.seriously .Guess what ? *drum rolls* I freaking injured my right foot and it hurts like gila babi when I walk .How lovely?I BLOODY BLAME JACKIE CHAN .*jealous*Just woke up after dozing off right after I came back from school and it was a picture perfect one .I want that again..fantasies which are almost real but yeh,reality sark now haha.Looks like I'm going to my uncle's house later at night for the mooncake festival .It's gonna be great seeing them again but I just hope my grandmom will be able to walk up the stairs .I remember last time I was so enthusiastic about lanterns when I was in primary .I''ll make sure I'll get a massive one in my hands haha.Come on guys,I know I'm not the only people who played with it before .Nostalgic feeling alright.Yesterday,I went to Sunway with my parents and yeh bought clothes and stuff .Screw you if you say I'm a shopaholic laaa.I'm not.. okay .After all those useless walking,we went to Coffee Bean to just chill .Glad dad was only working half day but he was still tired .My mom was like asking me after looking at the Menu ''Rud,Do you want a ice blended cheesecake'' and I was liek ''GOT MEH?!! '' LMAO HAHA .