Shapes & Sizes

Be different or be like everyone else.  We all have big pictures in our head. We all have dreams. We all want them to be real. We all want all the support we can get to make the dreams real. We all want success. Replace 'We' with I .

I want to be different. I have a dream. I want it to be real. I want all the support I can get. I want to be successful.




I almost touched it, but then it slipped right through my hands,
Could almost see it, then it slipped right out my mind

NO. TELL YOURSELF NO MORE REGRETTING. TELL YOURSELF YOU'RE STRONG. STRONGER THAN BEFORE.  STRONG AS A BRICK. RUDY SEAH YOU'RE STRONG.

2011

Every single thing you do is magic baby, Every little thing that you do is cool Every little thing you do is fashionably hip. Even when you’re mixing greens with blues

Walk & Talk

Everything breaks easily. Your bones, glass,  your mom's favourite vase, cars, your neighbours window etc. oh I forgot about another thing - relationships.

What stays permanent is clear. The ones you see almost everyday. Family.

Don't think you're alone. Don't feel you're alone. Don't be stupid.

She's Making A List

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are

Island

Breathe

I'm always afraid of changes. If I like something, I'll never think of altering anything for better or worst. I'll stick to the original plan. Believing that my plan works has it's disadvantage too. What if my plan fails and nothing good is left, just sadness blowing around me like a whirlwind, leaving me aimless, hopeless and confused.

My parents.. have been advising me non stop. Over and over again. I got noone else to run to. Even how stupid or ignorant I can be, arguments are normal and the situation often gets watered suddenly to ease the fire..maybe a slight spark but it's a mild one. I'm trying not to make a fool out of myself in the future but I don't think I'm trying as hard as I can.

Sacrifice is always an option but I'll find a longer way which most of the time ends up with nothing. I always feel like I'm drowning in unnecessary and heavy thoughts. Some say I think too much and express too little.

 I'm taking too much time. I know. I'm making my parents worry more. I know. I'm having a hard time digesting all of these mess too you know?

Ryan Adams - Desire

Two hearts fading, like a flower. 
And all this waiting, for the power. 
For some answer, to this fire. 
Sinking slowly. The water’s higher. 
Desire 

With no secrets. No obsession. 
This time I'm speeding with no direction. 
Without a reason. What is this fire? 
Burning slowly. My one and only. 
Desire 

You know me. You don't mind waiting. 
You just can't show me, but God I'm praying, 
That you'll find me, and that you'll see me, 
That you run and never tire. 
Desire

Hours

Had an awful day today. Like one of the worst.

The night really transformed the whole situation to a funny ending. 3 idiots talking and talking and the stories were never ending. A tap continuously allowing a stream of water to flow out. We had the coffees. We had the time. We had the night.

Fast

Sometimes I feel like telling you Oh I'm sorry. I forgot . I only existed when you want something.

Home

Like the mother and daughter, we all have those moments where we neglect our parents, too busy living our own life, we often forget that on the other side our parents are working hard and have struggled to give us as good a life as they can.

Like the son, pressures from school can be the biggest struggle for young people. While it's important, sometimes stepping away to find that true peace keeps us going. Whether it's in art and photography, making videos, singing, dancing, or even video games with friends.
Like the father, jobs and financial worries can bring us down. Especially in these tough times, when so much is uncertain, the greatest gift we have is knowing that there is one constant, family.

Little

We would take the binoculars and see how far dad's shot is. We'll try counting how many flew over the net and will shout the number of balls that flew out . People would stare but dad would still concentrate on his positioning and swings.Most of the time, I would observe how far his shot is and hoped that one day I'll whack that stupid white ball out of that place. It's quite annoying. It would be like world peace after a war. I find it really stupid now .

Death Cab For Cutie - Brothers On A Hotel Bed

Death Cab For Cutie - Marching Bands Of Manhattan

Slide

I became a spy yesterday while waiting for the doctor in the clinic. So silent I was, looking outside the magic mirror. The ones where you can see the outside from inside but not the other way. Two small Indian boys caught my sight. Simply enjoying their food silently and yea haha talking excitedly like the world is gonna end any minute from where they had started. I stood there staring and listening to their conversation.

 I was a stranger but looking at them made me think of the good times I had with my brother.Those were the days... It triggers my memory of a'' brother for life code''.The code in plain simple English '' I got your back and you got mine. Young, free and wild. 3 words to describe us. Little bunch of rascals and troublemakers we were. Yes I was worst.

 I never knew why we had to grow up. I never wanted to be an adult. Always had this crazy imagination that one day I'll be like Peterpan. I'll never grow old and boring..I won't be that old man who sits on the bench during the evenings in the park watching the sun sets....I don't want to be Carl Fredricksen !

I want a chain of adventures leading to another adventure.Me able to float in thin air with just magic dust sprinkled on me. Most importantly, expectations is excluded. Expecting someone, expecting a dream to be real...No nthing.

It's awfully sad when something ends,something that you were once proud of. It takes a lot of time to be happy when there's a new beginning. In the process, struggling to be a better person or trying to accept the truth is just as ugly as falling down from a ten story high building. Then, everyone has to grow up, move along.. 

Maroon 5 - Runaway

I’ve taken time and thinking I don’t think its fair for us
To turn around and say goodbye
I have this feeling and I’ve finally found the words to say
But I cant tell you if you turn around and run away, run away

Tokyo

Society and their expectations.Endless fake smiles. I'm tired of all these. Someday I'll just go away. You'll see.

Newton

There’s a place I go

When I’m alone

Do anything I want

Be anyone I wanna be

But it is us I see

And I cannot believe I’m fallin

That’s where I’m goin

Where are you goin

Hold it close won’t let this go

Dream catch me, yea

Dream catch me when I fall

Or else I won’t come back at all

Orange

One of dad's closest friend, one of the best person I have ever met, one of the best motivator to me towards basketball, one of funniest and wisest person but you do not want him to be angry do you?

When somebody shoots and scores.The amazing thing after that if Mr. Yap claps, that's like the best feeling ever because it's more than just a clap!

Dreamer

If you're gonna fall... Just fall in love with me

Snow Patrol - New York

Part 2

Old Yellow Bricks

John's already on the plane to Sarawak.We had a small gathering for him last night. Barbeque!

John is one of a kind..His jokes still makes me laugh when I think about it. If you meet him, I'm sure you'll like him because his really friendly and funny...Carpe Diem..he would say ...a Good bye...but it's not necessary a goodbye. It's just a chapter of a book..Many more chapters to go..Many more adventures and jokes to hear. 

Switchfoot - Restless

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