Ever Fallen In Love

You know I was suppose to get ready for my oral which is tomorrow but I got a feeling it will be delayed and due only on Thursday.I think my brains were overpowered by the 70 objective questions I did this morning in class .Well,mom,dad and rox are on the plane now.

A dark fairy tale about a man who only wanted it in

The wrong feeling at the wrong place and time...gessh ..tired of this dramatic emotions...

Your laugh is a disease

Sometimes you just want to disperse in the air and forget about everything that's in your head.The creepy feeling of losing someone,the cold sadness of never getting what you want,the cruel words and just anger all over you.I get it,everyone is not psychic,they couldn't tell or imagine what you really want,what you really need but the frustrations and destruction going through your weak mind.Yes I'm already a sucker ...oh everyone knows it,Having a bullshit experience now,,,this song makes you wanna cry,,tears of joy? ...no

Goo Goo Dolls-Here Is Gone

Breakkkkkk

So I leave work get to the high street and i miss my bus

Alright not a perfect Tuesday,slightly boring,blazing sun,procrastinated entirely but went tuition,sleepy like a pig,aching body...my sickoo Tuesday.Parents are leaving on Thursday that means ...I wanted to say freedom but nahhh.They'll be back on 30th June with Rox.My brother is having his finals soon so practically,the whole house is gonna be quiet..sort of those haunted mansions in Transylvania haha..Damn,I need to get fat like siaoo... I always buy long or short pants which is so loose..and when the belt is not functioning...LOL It happened to m on Monday and the people were there looking at me adjusting my belt ..STUPID BUCKLE..and she's like beside me ..but i changed to the shorts to save myself to defy gravity HAHAHAH .It's not gonna be the same anymore after this week...Nothing last huh? Well,it should..Last week and the start of this new week,I've got the feeling that someone is telling me something,giving signs which I still can't figure it out what it is but all I know is it thought me valuable lessons like for instance who to trust,who is gonna be there for you and yeh the drawbacks are there too..Well,the mural painting turn out well I guess?

15 of June,Man,I am gonna miss all those moments wearing ugly uniforms,the ugly hair do,beautiful friends,ugly teachers...oops.I think the pop group Westlife and the sexaayy Ryan Cabrera were the icons that made my hair STAND HAHAHA.not joking ...ROX! still remember ah HAHAHAHA.Rox told me that Ryan Cabrera will wax his hair before going to sleep and the next day...his hair will be awesome like the usual..yeh good times.OKay my entire body feels like I came back from war.Chimo

Wonderwall

I saw you again and again and again

Dramatic laughs,lightheaded like drunkards and more talking I guess?I've not been wearing my retainer ...crap..we had sushi in PJ so it was awesome.

To all those people who was helping their butts off searching for my phone.Thank you so much for trying to do so and I myself am out of breath,going from the auditorium to the emergency ward..finding thoroughly with Sara.I didnt manage to find it but the culpirt must be a fool and It's fine.You guys were awesome.Love ya lots.Can't lose you guys just like that..yeh I have many frens :D

I wanted to tell you things will be different this time

You can feel it cause it's always there
Quite stronger as you stare and stare
Like love and lies shake violently
Down to the core too fast to grieve
It has a way to keep me down
I gotta say it wears me out

You know we can use a lot more from that came from

Dear Ecstasy,I can never use your word of wisdom anymore because from what I know it's all turning upside down each time when I'm at the boiling point of blissfulness.I'm creating bigger explosions with greater lightnings am I ? Yesterday was my school's IU day so yeah everything was last minute,going tuition then back to school doing decorations,looking at performances,playing mind games with myself and watching crazy people go wild.Everything was bumpy from the start, me getting angry for the wrong reason.In the morning,all members were doing last minute preparations and stuff.Despite so many things yet to be done,I played football first before practicing my performance.I wanted to do a song titled Hide & Seek but we did Whatcha say .Suddenly,I just went ''Jay,let's do Falling Slowly'' and he was like so supportive and decided to do it.Yeh,it was awesome.Felt in love with the song when Rox sent me the song earlier this year.It's a sad and kinda lovely for those couples out there so yeh the performance went well.After the Iu day,I took out the camera and just crazily took shots when Govin was driving like a mad cow.Then,we went to play basketball and got sweaty plus blisters.Yeh when going back it ended with silence and painful sores and thoughts of the devil.Sometimes,people can't understand what your feeling and we'll try so hard to reassemble the robotic smile we have to for the next day or maybe smiling at yourself so it wouldn't end up with criticism and hatred.Now,there's a question mark in my head yet to be answered...all they give is one week...one week

I hate you

You sprung me, I'm grateful
I love when you tell me not to speak
I owe you but I know you, you'll have me back but it's gonna take a week
What now kid?, which way love?
Will we ever make up and be friends?
Good news is my shoes is lined with all my nickels and my tens
Let's do them! Just feed me... I hate when I have to go to sleep
You despise me and I love you
It's not much but it's just enough to keep..