Friday, November 12, 2010

I'll accept with poise, with grace

I think I've got the cold feet already and it's not getting better thinking like this but I have to face it somehow.I took a nap in the afternoon again and it's really rejuvenating .I've been lazy and this and that.Owh stop reminding me people.It sarks really.I dreamt of something extremely weird yesterday.Quite scary actually because usually when I dream about stuff.It's either I forgot about it or I have to crack my head for minutes.Anyways,I woke up at 10 haha! Beat that humans! 1 hour earlier than my current routine.I'm getting tired easily.I remember last month where I always had dizziness and headache.In the end,I usually take a tablet of panadol if it really hurts.So I don't know what's wrong with me.You be the doctor

Hmm maybe I need therapy sessions =/.Trying to recover from my self proclaimed decision cause the other person doesn't seem to find the objective of it.Ah,really must not think about it.I'm still 17 and it's a long way to add it with a number 1.It feels like knocking the head on walls of knowledge and experience so I don't have to break down all of a sudden.Instead,let me feel it by banging my head against concrete walls (: It will be a lesson learned by a 17 year old whose life is gonna waste if he doesn't find his way back home.

I told mom I don't wanna attend tomorrow's dinner in Subang with the Hospice Klang doctor.Dad's buying him dinner as a ''thank you''.I don't feel like going.Maybe Chemistry will suck into my black hole and remain there until a new era awaits.I'll be the universe and books will be spaceship and words will be aliens.It will be like Star Trek LMAO.I need this imagination to study or else I'll be somewhere whenever I see distractions.Like for instance,an ant walk across my book and I'll play with it like a pet with my pencil.Then after that..like today,I went to my brother's room and I played the drums with that SEN-SA-TION-AL Indian beat hahaHA.

URGH,mayday mayday mayday..my link is gone.Go die larhh.I did it so perfectly last time and poof..GONE.I'll renew it after finals.

Tom Delonge:Like I was saying man.As I walk in there.My brother's around and I ended up pissing my own brother


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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

My American Slang

Never felt better these past few days.Surrounded by smiles from everyone and jokes were just lining up on the red carpet,waiting for the paparazzi to burst out of laughter.I've been overcoming my sleeping problems and am proud of myself really.Well,I'm getting up at 11 constantly.It isn't so bad.It will be like those surfer dudes saying ''sweet'' with their slang.Shim was really funny yesterday haha.I didn't know he really can joke that well.Haha one thing for sure we really didn't regret entering bio class.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

17 16 13 14...20

Oftentimes,we think we are invincible.We think we will be around forever.We think our friends will be around forever.We think our loved ones will be around forever.Then,goodbyes come along and forever seems so yesterday

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Sleeping through the day cause I work all night

I like fishes (: HAHA I'm getting lamer and lamer as usual.I'm gobbling food like nobody's business as usual.Eating and eating but not getting fat.Ah man this ain't right haha.Okay Starting from now no more blogging,facebook...To cut it short,NO MORE INTERNET FULL STOP!I've been in awful shape really.Sleeping for longs hours.11 hours of sleep is seriously too much.Lets draw space ship and aliens with Skywalker killing those monster HAHAHA while studying .It will be awesome.Looking back at the nonsense u sketched during preparation of SPM.I came.I saw,I succeed (:

LAST POST.Good luck is not needed as long as we study.Those who does not study needs it.I don't need it and so do you people.Lets really give our very level best and show what we're made of.Come on lads.Freedom is nearing as long as we give this opportunity to the brain cells.I just deactivated my facebook.

Your brothers and your sisters

11/6/2010
I followed my parents to his old high school friend in Botanic and we freaking got lost FOR LIKE 30 minutes.So the adults chit chatted while I continued eating for two rounds.They were talking the same topic and I'm like there trying to do something else haha.I probably ask the adults '' Lets all sing the KUMBAYAH'' hahaha.The weather was extraordinary these few nights.The sound and feeling of the breeze flowing is just plain awesome.The next day,I woke up 8 but I slept back again till 10.I was like so lost when I woke up.It's like even if you slap right across the face,I'll be like half dead.The receptors are just inactive lol.Mom and I went to Centro to have lunch.Bought carrot cake hahaha.Dad played golf today and the day before.It's really hard to get back his regular momentum after not playing for awhile.I remember seeing him getting trophies like most of the weekends.So yeah spm is coming like a bullet train so I better not slack no more.GOD BLESS ALL FORM 5.We will give everything

Travie McCoy: Need You

Friday, November 5, 2010

Ludovico Einaudi Nuvole Bianche

Happy Deepavali to all my matchas.Yesterday was crazy..Fire crackers and fireworks,both creating a super massive loud sound haha.So this is really it huh?The friends who created lame jokes,playing football during PJ,the boys and me tailing form 6 girls HAHA,the oh so lousy canteen food,walking around the school endlessly.When I was form 1,all I could say was school is boring because I just didn't like the new atmosphere in a new school.I have to admit I GOT lost and chose the wrong path and ended up being mischievous and playful.I was like one of the naughtiest guy who really didn't think before I leap and ended up in the office haha. Then it started from msn where I got to know people better from tuition and it slowly turned the other way around.I guess I ruined it now huh?yeah,I really dislike the idea of going to tuition before that.I was begging my parents to send me to a private school but first my dad said yes but then my mom didn't like the idea so I didn't.

I'm sorry for the incident during form 2 really am.If I could have go back in time,I would have changed it.I was really lost again during early form 3 but I made a lot of new friends from school and that was the year where my school got 2nd in the inter-school basketball tournament in Klang Valley.Never felt so glorious when I scored and Mr Tee hugged me after entering the finals.It was really a big achievement as he was the one who i always see in the office,lecturing,scolding..and I just sit and stare.I did change and I'm what I am now.It's hard to believe that I am close to finish high school and graduate from it .I still talk to the mates who were in my old days haha.Their still breakdancing as usual.They respect me for who I am today and I still crack some jokes to make them laugh to relight the old flame of those days.

I have to admit I was notoriously popular.I mix with everyone,I was colour blind really and even now too.I didn't care whether your different race.I was the guy who laughed the most in class in form 2 and 3 but I was so quiet at home..Never knew why..

Now,it's just a few days left,I hope you guys can forgive me (: Happy Deepavali again.GOD BLESS