Ludovico Einaudi Nuvole Bianche

Happy Deepavali to all my matchas.Yesterday was crazy..Fire crackers and fireworks,both creating a super massive loud sound haha.So this is really it huh?The friends who created lame jokes,playing football during PJ,the boys and me tailing form 6 girls HAHA,the oh so lousy canteen food,walking around the school endlessly.When I was form 1,all I could say was school is boring because I just didn't like the new atmosphere in a new school.I have to admit I GOT lost and chose the wrong path and ended up being mischievous and playful.I was like one of the naughtiest guy who really didn't think before I leap and ended up in the office haha. Then it started from msn where I got to know people better from tuition and it slowly turned the other way around.I guess I ruined it now huh?yeah,I really dislike the idea of going to tuition before that.I was begging my parents to send me to a private school but first my dad said yes but then my mom didn't like the idea so I didn't.

I'm sorry for the incident during form 2 really am.If I could have go back in time,I would have changed it.I was really lost again during early form 3 but I made a lot of new friends from school and that was the year where my school got 2nd in the inter-school basketball tournament in Klang Valley.Never felt so glorious when I scored and Mr Tee hugged me after entering the finals.It was really a big achievement as he was the one who i always see in the office,lecturing,scolding..and I just sit and stare.I did change and I'm what I am now.It's hard to believe that I am close to finish high school and graduate from it .I still talk to the mates who were in my old days haha.Their still breakdancing as usual.They respect me for who I am today and I still crack some jokes to make them laugh to relight the old flame of those days.

I have to admit I was notoriously popular.I mix with everyone,I was colour blind really and even now too.I didn't care whether your different race.I was the guy who laughed the most in class in form 2 and 3 but I was so quiet at home..Never knew why..

Now,it's just a few days left,I hope you guys can forgive me (: Happy Deepavali again.GOD BLESS

Brace Yourself

You know when situations like this we got to take like a man and face whatever outcomes.Whether or not people hates me for being an idiot,I don't mind.You can be the first person or the last person.
Guys,listen to Augustana-Brace .You'll never regret.This is not the end of my path,I'll still find newer ones.Shouldn't have started it early huh? Thanks for being there.

Come on play again
Don't just stand and stare
I keep calling you
You keep taking in

Brace yourself
Brace yourself
Brace yourself
Brace yourself

Take A look Around

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The Needy

Boo! haha Well I went to school today but ended up going back during recess haha after getting back my report card.I didn't get the Sunway Scholarship but it's alright.Experiencing the other day was really nice,getting to know lecturers.

You get in, you get done and then you get gone

I'm a paranoid,double sided,ignorant,so so much anger and hatred in my mind.

Mom's birthday is on Thursday and I'm not really sure there's dinner with the whole family again.We ate Tony Roma's on Saturday and she said that is more than enough but dad said we're going to eat western in Subang near the old airport .No clue where is the place but HEY! IT'S WESTERN...meat!!




I'm still that little boy who is afraid to watch horror movies and other things too.I remember when my sister and brother told me ghost stories and I cried.I still remember.Even though,I act like I'm a shinning armor ready to take the hard impact but inside,it's just nothing there.

I'm that boy who can never stop arguing with my mom.You can never see a day where Rudy shuts his pie hole and it always ends with a catastrophic silence like the end of world war II where soldiers gave their hope up and admit the fight wasn't worth it.

Enemies - well I don't think they ever sleep,

Where are the motivational and inspirational voices in my bloody head.Please don't go away.Bare with me for one month please .I will not wave the white flag .I will not give up.Why do I have to procrastinate at this time around.Why can't it be like some time after the exams because I am really fatique and restless whenever we have to sit down and absorb information like a machine that can easily rust.Oh I wish there's a replication of me who does the studying and mua,I do the partying.

Dusk & Summer

And she combed your hair, and she kissed your teeth
And she made you better than you'd been before
She told you bad things you wished you could change in the lazy summer
And she told you, laughing down to her core, so she would not cry as she lay in your lap
She said "nobody here can live forever, quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer"